Today I went to change something in life causing my stress at least in part, but was met with opposition, more than I was prepared for. I felt dragged down by the neck. Like hands will pulling me back and down. My neck tightened and swallow breathes of the fear and terror around me were all I could take in.
I fear tomorrow. I can't stop crying. I don't know to ask for help or just die. Dying seems much better.
Also, I ate like a whole bag of candy last night and I only realized it now. I don't remember it when it happened. I have not done that in a while.
You know, I thought I was doing so well. What happened and make it stop.
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